A constant situation whenever a relationship of any kind goes sour is that your can feel and pretend you are doing much better when the other part is not in sight, it always happens when you brake with your significant other and decide to give them the silent treatment and not see each other anymore that when someone unaware (or even aware of it) of the situation ask you about that certain human being or when you lay eyes on them after a while you realize you are not doing any better and that you only got that sensation because you kept your mind in other places.
Well, in my case I didn’t split with my significant other but my relationship with a really cherished female friend ended abruptly and she didn’t even told me the reason. The problem is we work in the same company and it gets really awkward at lunch time because we used to be together all time and now we don’t talk to each other or even look at each other which really infuriates me because I’m not good at hiding emotions.
Luckily for me I’ll be traveling twice this month and in conjunction with our long weekends I hope this feeling will go away.
That is one of the reasons for which I have been so dramatic lately and that is why I’ve been so needy with my friends in the last few days.
But I can’t let this bring me down, I know I was a good friend, I always thought that I was a better friend for her that she was a friend for me. Now “What’s next?”
Life goes on and like one of my good ex-coworkers of Conamat likes to say:
Not having me is bad, but to have had me and then lost me…auch!
If everything goes as planned I’ll be in office this week (this glorious short week) and then I’ll return by November 12. And then the following week I'll be in
